hi...
Today when i'm writing this, i am sad.
in my campus i become a representatives for our student devotion. Today i am helping the slide operator to build up the slides.
last few weeks, i also did the same job.
but then today, i learn something in thing that i did.
the chapel, i sais it chapel, started in 1.40pm. and it is 1.00pm and i'm not ready for the chapel. i'm just not doing things that i should do exactly. i just only have 40 mins left to fix all thing for chapel then suddendly things goes wrong. i cant get the computer and pojector connected. we are usng the easyworship program, but i cant set it u correctly. 10 min left, the speaker come. the speaker is my head of school and i really appreciate her for what she did in nursing. so back again in my problem, the computer an projected is not connected. i'm just so scared because my dean come and ask me, whats happen. i said that we have a problem here, and she said that therefore she ask me this day toc heck the things out.
hmmm..... my hand become soooo cold. colder than the air con in the room..
:P
then i pray: GOD this is my fault but let this chapel be done well.
she looked me, and i just want to ran out of the room....
:)
and now, i turn the comp off. start it again and it begin to be done well.
:D
PRAISE GOD!
it then works the chapel started, but i'm still feel guilty. SO GUILTY!
it started 20mins late, girl!
it goes then until the end. but after it finish, i then realize all things i did was a hurt for some people. then i begin to say sorry to them but they still mad at me i think. so thats my point feel so sad!!!
30mins later, i realize things:
1. do thing with preparation, be really SURE that you prepare it well. Check all things!
2. you can ask for sorry to people but yur mistake leaves a some bad picture of you. like if you take a nail from a wood, it will still leave a hole on it.
3. days still coming, try to do your BEST in everything.
4. LET GOD BE THE LEADER! you may be the leader in ur organisation but let GOD guide you!!!
:D
May GOD bless you!
"A candle will never lose its light if it is used to enlihgten other."
